Something has changed in me, I now know better... It's now 10 years since I attended my first ever New Age meeting out of curiosity and I literally burst into flames with Kundalini energies within about half an hour of the start of the meeting, the story is online here. For me, the experience was completely baffling, but it was only the start of finding out that I had projected my understanding of spirituality onto people who were not 'spiritual' as I understood it, even though some went out of their way to act like they were 'all that'. Anyway, I was literally turned into a bombfire with spiritual energies and not one person out of a crowd of about 400 New Agers even noticed, none of them could 'see' the energies, but if you read the New Age literature, many people boast about their ability to see auras. I can see auras & energies and more on certain occasions, but I don't think it's a big deal until I talk to others and peoples' jaws drop. I know that I have synaesthesia, I know my brain is in the process of being re-wired so I do have the ability to pick up more of the environmental signals that scientists tell us that the senses are able to pick up. The issue is that neurologists can't explain why some people can comprehend more than others, but as far as they are concerned, we all have the ability to absorb but not necessarily the ability to translate this information into our everyday reality.
I will digress here. I am a new fan of Professor Robert Temple, he is on a very short list of academics who I think are truly great people. He says that he can divide 12 numbers by 12 numbers in his head and he can see all the numbers on a screen that exists in his mind. People have amazing abilites but when they have low IQs, they were first called Idiot Savants, this has now been called having Savant Syndrome, but I prefer the original expression and I think it should be extended to people who see energies, because seeing does not necessarily mean that they can understand... So, people are developing special abilities and spiritual evolution is occuring on a wide scale as I believe that synaesthesia can be used as a key marker. However, I suspect that some people who are claiming to be spiritual are being bypassed. The reason is because being narcissistic, Dharma-Lite, lacking integrity, lacking empathy, but having a great sense of entitlement is not being spiritual, rather this is acquiring the traits of a psychopath and I have come across too many examples in the last 10 years, so the issue has been really bothering me.
When I was in my first ever New Age meeting and on fire with aetheric energies, I could literally feel tongues of fire all around me (yes, Christians know about 'tongues of fire' but they will not necessarily be able to explain this in terms of subtle energies or any other expression that is bandied about these days or science for that matter too). So, at this New Age meeting, I had the gall to approach New Age star Jan Tober who was responsible for the exercise that set me ablaze, and tell her my condition because I was frightened and had no bloody idea what was happening to me. Well, her response was to just quietly say 'kundalini' and walk off because she was too busy selling books and CDs to bother with me. My spiritual crisis was simply of no interest whatsoever. I was there for the weekend and she never approached me to see if I was all right or what had happened to me. I have written about this before and I believe she was the first New Age zombie robot that I had come across, no empathy, pure narcissist. She simply could not help someone who was having a major spiritual experience because that was not her primary focus. Now, I will give you another example because this is an issue in the Cultic Milieu in general, the existence of people who I am now calling 'psychopaths in training'.
A yoga teacher I knew in Norway told me that she had terrible troubles with kundalini that started right at the end of a training for yoga teachers were she literally lost control of her body with the kriyas and she ended up rolling over and over on the floor. She was sad because in that state, she was completely ignored like nothing was going on and she was abandoned to get herself to an airport and fly home. I would like to say that I don't care what you call yourself, if you are truly spiritual or simply playing with spiritual forces that you don't understand or even have an accident, you could awaken these energies because the control mechanism is inside every single human. Read the books by Gopi Krishna if you want to know just how bad things can get with kundalini. What's more, there are now plenty of websites providing good information and that is important because there are a lot of people going through this transformation process.
Now, if you have not seen the pictures taken at a Benjamin Creme meeting in September 2006, Golden energy floods lecture hall, (I am NOT a devotee of this guy either so don't get any funny ideas), these pictures are awesome, where the aetheric fire just literally drops onto the audience of people... aetheric fire burning down the house! Remember, just because you can't see it does not mean it is not happening. Can you see the signal for your mobile phone? NO?... Well, there are people with electrohypersensitivity who can see electric and magnetic fields and they think they have a medical condition that they want rid of, but according to scientists, they are just accessing more information that is being picked up by their senses. So, the metaphysical community have been warned about the outpouring of celestial fire, but the psychopaths in charge in the Cultic Milieu are too busy teaching crap like The Secret & The Law of Attraction to even notice the aetheric fire is starting to burn...
I recently got an email from someone who said that someone she knew had a pacemaker that was re-charging itself, even though it is not designed to be recharged naturally. That means additional ambient electrical energy in the air is being picked up by the human body and being used to charge the pacemaker, but this is a new phenomenon.... hmmmm.... yes.... Read the story about the burnt footprints in the archives, that to me is still one of the most fascinating stories I have come across.... Ironically, NASA is having to downplay fears of the planet being burnt to crisp, but personally, I don't think that is really the kind of scenario people should be worrying about...
Well, the psychopaths have a problem, they are not interested in anything that is about true spirituality hence why when the planet is charging up like a battery with spiritual energies they are not interested. Maintaining power and control of their fan base is the no. 1 priority and keeping those people from evolving by turning them into mini-me psychopaths is what they are about. A con artist like James Ray is a brilliant example of someone churning out mini-me psychopaths, that is, if the follower can survive the traumatic conversion process.
